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MY FAVORITE SPOT ON THE FORUMimage

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THIS IS ME IN THE MORNING'S..BUT MY HAIR IS NOT THAT GREY,AND I HAVE NO ANGEL WING'S OR HALO'S..???image

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imageSNOW DAY'S OF OUR BACK YARD,WITH DALEBO,LOOKING FOR HIS HIDDEN BALL'S..AND EATING SNOW



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What is a Pet

A pet is such a special friend,
A friend in many ways.
Sharing love and companionship,
Just looking for your praise.

The clever things they often do
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And so to them I dedicate,
This small but special place...
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CHICO-CASH AND DALEBO
DALEBO IN HIS LEASLESS PARK RUNNING

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CHICO AND CASH WITH THIER DAD,MY GRAND FURBABIES,IN THE PARK.DURING WINTER
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BABY CHICO
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ALL MY PRECIOUS DOG'S WHO MAKE SMILE ALL THE TIME.GIVE ME A REASON TO WAKE UP EACH MORNING.

MY MOM IN CAST,DUE TO TORN ACHILLES TENDON-MARCH 23/08 IT WILL GET BETTER MOM,I LOVE YOUimage
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WISH I COULD TEACH MY DOG TO DO THIS,WOW,SERVING COOKIES WHILE I SIT IN MY CHAIR.

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A Dog's Prayer

By Beth Norman Harris

My Beloved Master, for not heart in all the world is more grateful for kindness
then the loving heart of me. Do not break my spirit with a stick for though I
should lick your hand between the blows, your patience and understanding
will more quickly teach me the things you would have me do. Speak to me
often, for your voice is the world's sweetest music, as you must know by the
fierce wagging of my tail when your footstep falls upon my waiting ear. When
it is cold and wet, please take me inside...for I am now a domesticated animal,
no longer used to the bitter elements...and ask no greater glory than the privildge
of sitting at your feet beside the hearth...though you had no home, I would rather
follow you through ice and snow than rest upon the softest pillow in the warmest
home in all the land...for you are my Devoted Worshipper. Keep my pan filled
with fresh water, for although I should not reproach you were it dry, I cannot tell
you when I suffer thirst. Feed me clean food that I may stay well, to romp and play
and do your bidding, to walk by your side and stay ready, willing and able to
protect you with my life, should your life be in danger. And Beloved Master,
should the Great Master see fit to deprive me of my health or sight, do not turn me away
from you. Rather hold me gently in your arms as skilled hands grant me the merciful
boon to eternal rest...and I will leave you knowing with the last breath I draw,
my fate as ever safest in your hands.


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About Me

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I am from Indiana,USA.
This is what our state look's like on the map
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This is our state's capitol.
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HELLO ALL image
Well now about me,I guess..LOL
Thank's for stopping in.


I am one of the Moderator's at "Friend's International"
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http://sunshine35446.yuku.com/bsunshine35446
Stop in and visit us sometime,I left the url above.

I myself found this Board when I was Dx'd with Fibromyalgia,I wanted to learn everything i could about it,so I could deal with it.

The part I liked about the Board,there were so--------- many people,dealing with so Chronic Illness's,,from all around the World.
Not just in my Country,in the USA.

I learned so much from the group,how they dealt with there illness,Coping or not Copingimage
Sometimes,we'd Laughed or cried or just got angry having a Disease,we did not want.It changed our lives,mood's,lost friend's and families that did not understand,what we were going through,each and everyday,it would be a struggle,and myself would not wish it on anyone.

I myself had spine surgery when I was 32,back in the 90's,I had 2 small boy's to take care of,and a wonderfull husband,who has alway's been there for me.

After 18 month's after my surgery,I went back to work,with no pain.But about 5 yr's afterward's,I started feeling achy all over,tired all the time,it was an overwhelming tiredness,I had never fealt before.
So of coarse I had every test there was known to have,all negaitive,I was told it was just stress,so I went on for many year's with it,and just dealt with it,thinking it's all in my head.

Then I had the worse Flare,that put me in the hospital,after many test I was Dx's with spine problem's and a thing called Fibromyalgia,which I was told it made my pain amplified.

Went to a Rheumy for many year's,taken many differnet med's to help ease the symptom's,which nothing worked.

Anyway,jumping to 2007,while working,my leg's went out and I could not walk,the next day i went to a Spine specialist,and was told I had Spinal Stenosis,so bad it was closing my canal and needed surgery,I had a Lamy,decompression,and another spinal fusion.
All along I knew I had this,along with Scoliosis,DDD,bulging disk's,and arthritis.

I am still recouping from my spine surgery done in Sept/07 I still use a wheel walker.

I applied for SSD,and got that,but no payment's till march/08 because here in the USA,u have to wait 6 month's before they start paying you.image

After working for 29yr's it was hard for me,not to have a daily shcedule,my boy's in there 20's both moved out,so it's just me and hubbie and my dog.

I got very depressed and still am having issues,as my PHD has taken over this case and hopefully she will get me back on track,so i feel like I have some worth again.
It's hard to do thing's,when your not allowed to bend,twist,or lift,I cannot even put my own sock's on without a devise,hubbie has to help me get dressed and someday;s I sleep alot.
It's big deal if I make a meal for himbut he never complain's,though I feel guilty..

LITTLE UPDATE IN MARCH OF 08
I HAD NOT BEEN WELL,WORSE THEN USUAL AND FOUND OUT I HAD VIT D DEFIENCY.
DR.PUT ME ON 50,000 UNIT'S OF VIT D TABLET'S ONE ONCE A WEEK,IT'S BEEN ALMOST A FEW MONHT'S AND I AM FINALLY FEELING A LITTLE BETTER,I THINK WANTS WE GET SOME SUN AGAIN I WILL FEEL EVEN BETTER.
AS THIS DAY MARCH 28TH,IT WENT BACK DOWN SO NOW DOING TEST ON MY PARATHYROID,SEEING IT IT CAUSING MY VIT D TO DROP..
OH GOODIES MORE TEST,BUT WE ALL KNOW WITH CHRONIC ILLNESS,WE HAVE TO GO THRU THESE.SO KEEPING POSITIVE.imageimage
imageBEEN SCRAPBOOKING AND FOUND THIS OLD PIC OF MOM AND DAD WHEN THEY WERE DATING..LOVE YUOU BOTHimage

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I deal with my pain thru the support of other's who deal with pain everyday too.

MY DAILY INSPIRATIONS
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My Occupation

Endoscopy,Nursing for 29yr's I have worked at the same hospital.Though in July/07 after I could no longer walk.The I had my spine surgery,and they fixed that,but have other spinal disorder's,that make me unable to go back.I miss working with the pt's and I miss my co-worker's too.I applied for SSD,and got it on the first application..What a Blessing.image

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We got DaleBo 5 yr's ago,as a puppy,when my son bought him from a breeder,though when he moved out on his own,my son could not take him to his apartment,they would allow dog's under 25 lbs.So we kept him.We never owned a dog,so it was quite an expereince,and a Good one too.He has become a memember of our family.Protective and very loyal.

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imageimageDALEBO WHEN HE WAS A PUP

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DALEBO'S FIRST BIRTHDAY
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  1. HEALTH ISSUES

    01/25/08 21:08:16 | 0 Comments

    VITIMIN D DEFIENCY.
    POLYMYALGIA polymyalgia rheumatica isn't
    OSTEOMENIA..

    TAKING 50,000 UNIT'S OF VIT D,AND NO IT'S NOT A TYPO..HOPEFULLY IT CURES IT.

    WHAT ELSE CAN THEY ADD TO MY HEALTH ISSUES.

    SICK AND TIRED OF DOCTOR'S AND TEST'S.